Number Eighteen

The other day night I was getting ready for my bed as my housemate, Matthew, was downstairs on my laptop. I heard him saying little things like "ooohhh mike lombardo!" which made me know he was reading my blog. He kept making little comments and by the time I had gone down there to pick a fight he said, "Number eighteen is my favorite!"
So I read number eighteen -- Even though I always talk about how I never want kids – secretly, the older I get the more I know I want to be a mom some day.
"Why do you like that one?" I ask.
"Because I think you will make a great mom some day," says Matthew.

That was one of the best compliments I have ever gotten in my life. He doesn't know this, but one of the reasons I never wanted to have kids was because I am terrified I will be a bad mom and I don't want to screw up some poor kids life because they had me for a mother. That would be so sad. So, to hear Matthew say that made meant a lot to me and I thought I would share it with you.

Thanks Matthew!